lately sangat selalu tak sehat tak sehat.. :(

statr dari last saturday tiba2 bangun pagi nak pergi kelas mental health nursing *cewah fullname kau aku sebut kan? badan panas je.. then da kat kelas tu memula okay je lagi tapi lama2 kepala maken berat and temperature maken naek pulak.. salu tangan aku yang panas dan selasa dipegang tatkala orang ramai kesejukan tiba2 bertukar dingin sedingin air di dalam freezer.. oh itu ais, bukan air.. harap maaf.. haa.. kn? pastu maken saket pulak, petang tu aku ponteng kelas gi tido kt restroom.. telan panadol sebijik da dulu *eleh sebijik je?? atas arahan doctor cinta *wah kau!! lepas tu tido jela.. tenang habesss! sampai berpeloh2 aku kau tawu? baek terus demam.. haha.. tgah2 tido tiba2 homesick rindu mama da ternanges cket eh takde pape jadi la..pastu balek rumah.. yeayy! baek demam betul2 da.. tapi, bila balek hostel balek, demam datang balek.. hesh hesh demam ni babab kang baru tawu!  umm da seminggu da on/off demam je ni.. risau tak kat aku?? kan kan? risau kan? hesh.. tapi da la degil pemalas makan ubat.. apela kau ni oi.. kate nurse? lopek betol!

haa 18tahun taktules kn? hee

hey2!okayy memang da 18tahun taktules2.. baek aku paham.. da aku ni sorang yg pemalas kn? apa harus ku lakuin dong..? aih~ haa.. oh oh! selamat hari raya!! hehe.. okay sekarang da rayke berapa entah la 10 kowt.. haha.. baru nk wish kn? lopek gila kau ni tya oi.. hesh2! apa aku nk update ha? ha sudah.. aku tatawu nk tules apa nk cerita pasal apa.. urrghhh.. kecewa~

perkara gembira yang lepas tu da jadi sedih pulak

kenapa orang selalu jeles tengok orang lain gembira? ha? tak boleh ke kita share kawan? okay.. kadang2 aku pun rasa jeles jugak bila ada orang lain tiba2 datang and amek kawan aku.. sebab aku rasa macam dia curik kawan aku tu.. tapi macam ni.. macam tapape ntah.. macam tak adil.. aku tawu dia kawan baik kau.. tapi takboleh ke dia nak kawan ngan aku jugak? and aku pun da selesa kawan ngan dia.. sedih bila dia cakap kat aku, dia hantar mesej kat kau, cakap, kalau kau tak suka aku kawan dengan tya, bagi aku sikit masa lagi untuk aku spend masa dengan dia.. malam tu dia lepak rumah aku.. sampai pukul 1 lebih jugak la.. nak balik tu, tibe2 aku nampak mata dia da merah.. okay, tak penah ada orang nanges sebab aku taw.. and aku rasa macam terharu sangat + kesian.. pergi jalan2 PD aritu pun aku asik teringat dia.. aku risau.. malam tadi aku kol dia.. dia cerita kat aku sampai nanges2 lagi.. aku cakap, lepas ni saya tak nak kacau awak da.. saya tunggu awak kacau saya dulu.. tapi dia cakap, saya rasa lebih baik kacau kita sama2 tk kacau dua2.. sedih.. tak awu la korang cane pasni.. tak tawu la kalau dengan apa yang kitorang da buat ni, kau rasa puas hati ke apa ke.. aku tatawu nak cakap da.. sebab kau je, sume orang da jadi mangsa.. aih..

hiding my heart away- brand carlile

So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
That blew me away
That blew me away

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I dropped you off at the train station
And put a kiss on top of your head
I watched you wave
I watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call it home

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And you know I wish that you were here
But that same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home
Is calling me home

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear someday
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

tahniah awak!

hey awak! tahniah.. atlast kedai awak ready pn kn? n today bukak da.. haha.. penat kn? keje keras2 xcukup tido sy stress2 awak lagi ah stress.. kn? maaf.. papepn ay tetap support awak okeh? awak paling strong gagah perkasa ah! hahaha.. wekk! xrela plak dengar.. sy doa awak yg terbaek.. semoga bizness maju n hebat begaya! amin..

S.I.C.K = sick!!

sick of u..paling benci kau dalam dunia.. hate hate hate!!!! urrghhh.. nape la paling menyampah kt kau ha? tolong la paham.. ishhh! benci!

if it means alot to you- a day to remember

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Lyrics | A Day To Remember lyrics - If It Means A Lot To You lyrics

And hey darling
I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah I want it but no I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cuz I can't come back home till they're singing

La, la la la,la la la
'Til everyone is singing

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in the past
Well it might be for the best

And hey sweetie
Well I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't want to be leaving me
Yeah you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing

La, la la la,la la la
'Til everyone is singing
La, la la la,la la la

If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear to you
That we can make this last
(La la la)
If you can wait till I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow
This will all be in the past
Well it might be for the best

You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to me
I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening

I swear I'll never be happy again
And don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not just some boy That you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually

La, la la la,la la la
Now everybody's singing
La, la la la,la la la

losing you

D.E.A.T.H is sumthing yang sangat2 kita takutkn.. even diri sendiri yang mati or orang laen yang kita sayang.. sebenanye, takesah la kita sayang or x, tapi if orang u mati, mesti trase jugak sedih dye.. bayangkan apa yang anak2 dye rase, apa yang bini dye rase, sedare mara dye.. aihh.. sedihnye.. cian dorang kn? 

umm.. last sunday nite, my bestie's ibu passed away.. sangat sedih.. memula dengar dye tengah kol2 abah dye.. then da nanges2 cemas2 je sebab ibu da tibe2 terok blek.. ibu mang da kt spital pn tp dr icu da transfer wad bese.. then tbe2 kol semula ag, dye da nanges2 ag teruk.. ibu da tade.. so sad..

i so cannot imagine if this thing happen to me.. sangat2!! tade experience orang dekat yang meninggal.. tatawu la.. i may not be that strong to face it.. sy sangat lemah ag mengade n busan.. huhu.. maaf la.. tapela.. doakan je yang terbaek utk orang2 kesayangan kita yang da tade tu.. semoga semua ditempatkn di tempat org beriman.. amin..

babai mak

afiqah nak g ausie esok.. konon2 da excited nk join anta dye g airport.. dee call.. then tanye abah.. tawu tak pe abah cakap? "mengarut la kau".. ciss! sebab nye pkul4 pg nash kata nak g airport 2.. sebab afiqa punya flight pkul 9 tapi pkul 7lbey da kne kumpul2 sume.. so, dee kata kne g ukm pas maghrib tadi then melepak je bersama2 kt mana2 sementara tunggu pkul4 tu.. aihh.. kecewa..


malam ni nanti nak kol afiqa nanges2 sama2 dulu.. hehe.. babai mak.. poca love you soooo much!!!