lately sangat selalu tak sehat tak sehat.. :(

statr dari last saturday tiba2 bangun pagi nak pergi kelas mental health nursing *cewah fullname kau aku sebut kan? badan panas je.. then da kat kelas tu memula okay je lagi tapi lama2 kepala maken berat and temperature maken naek pulak.. salu tangan aku yang panas dan selasa dipegang tatkala orang ramai kesejukan tiba2 bertukar dingin sedingin air di dalam freezer.. oh itu ais, bukan air.. harap maaf.. haa.. kn? pastu maken saket pulak, petang tu aku ponteng kelas gi tido kt restroom.. telan panadol sebijik da dulu *eleh sebijik je?? atas arahan doctor cinta *wah kau!! lepas tu tido jela.. tenang habesss! sampai berpeloh2 aku kau tawu? baek terus demam.. haha.. tgah2 tido tiba2 homesick rindu mama da ternanges cket eh takde pape jadi la..pastu balek rumah.. yeayy! baek demam betul2 da.. tapi, bila balek hostel balek, demam datang balek.. hesh hesh demam ni babab kang baru tawu!  umm da seminggu da on/off demam je ni.. risau tak kat aku?? kan kan? risau kan? hesh.. tapi da la degil pemalas makan ubat.. apela kau ni oi.. kate nurse? lopek betol!

haa 18tahun taktules kn? hee

hey2!okayy memang da 18tahun taktules2.. baek aku paham.. da aku ni sorang yg pemalas kn? apa harus ku lakuin dong..? aih~ haa.. oh oh! selamat hari raya!! hehe.. okay sekarang da rayke berapa entah la 10 kowt.. haha.. baru nk wish kn? lopek gila kau ni tya oi.. hesh2! apa aku nk update ha? ha sudah.. aku tatawu nk tules apa nk cerita pasal apa.. urrghhh.. kecewa~

perkara gembira yang lepas tu da jadi sedih pulak

kenapa orang selalu jeles tengok orang lain gembira? ha? tak boleh ke kita share kawan? okay.. kadang2 aku pun rasa jeles jugak bila ada orang lain tiba2 datang and amek kawan aku.. sebab aku rasa macam dia curik kawan aku tu.. tapi macam ni.. macam tapape ntah.. macam tak adil.. aku tawu dia kawan baik kau.. tapi takboleh ke dia nak kawan ngan aku jugak? and aku pun da selesa kawan ngan dia.. sedih bila dia cakap kat aku, dia hantar mesej kat kau, cakap, kalau kau tak suka aku kawan dengan tya, bagi aku sikit masa lagi untuk aku spend masa dengan dia.. malam tu dia lepak rumah aku.. sampai pukul 1 lebih jugak la.. nak balik tu, tibe2 aku nampak mata dia da merah.. okay, tak penah ada orang nanges sebab aku taw.. and aku rasa macam terharu sangat + kesian.. pergi jalan2 PD aritu pun aku asik teringat dia.. aku risau.. malam tadi aku kol dia.. dia cerita kat aku sampai nanges2 lagi.. aku cakap, lepas ni saya tak nak kacau awak da.. saya tunggu awak kacau saya dulu.. tapi dia cakap, saya rasa lebih baik kacau kita sama2 tk kacau dua2.. sedih.. tak awu la korang cane pasni.. tak tawu la kalau dengan apa yang kitorang da buat ni, kau rasa puas hati ke apa ke.. aku tatawu nak cakap da.. sebab kau je, sume orang da jadi mangsa.. aih..

hiding my heart away- brand carlile

So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
That blew me away
That blew me away

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I dropped you off at the train station
And put a kiss on top of your head
I watched you wave
I watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call it home

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
I'm sure you'll go one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And you know I wish that you were here
But that same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home
Is calling me home

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear someday
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

tahniah awak!

hey awak! tahniah.. atlast kedai awak ready pn kn? n today bukak da.. haha.. penat kn? keje keras2 xcukup tido sy stress2 awak lagi ah stress.. kn? maaf.. papepn ay tetap support awak okeh? awak paling strong gagah perkasa ah! hahaha.. wekk! xrela plak dengar.. sy doa awak yg terbaek.. semoga bizness maju n hebat begaya! amin..

S.I.C.K = sick!!

sick of u..paling benci kau dalam dunia.. hate hate hate!!!! urrghhh.. nape la paling menyampah kt kau ha? tolong la paham.. ishhh! benci!